Friday, August 15, 2008
If You're Not The OneIf you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?
I'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife? (should be husband ah i'm not getting wife)
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
i'm going to devise a new me. the old me was phong the new me is zhang hui ping. zzzz i was talking rubbish douya haha. but about the new me part i'm not. actually i think i want to be the old me way back before. the one who was very unfeeling that dawn thought i was the last one who will ever get attached among my friends. the part where i was very cold towards such things. i need to tune. i need to get used to it so that when the day comes i'll be ready to let go of it if i feel it's not gonna work anymore. douya is right even if i cry an ocean better than justin timberlake cry a river nothing will ever change.
quick i need a new me, fast. get a grip on yourself zhang hui ping. you need to clear things out of your system.
love you like a sister;
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